Soft rain, all afternoon
I stood at the window for a while watching the rain change its mind. A neighbor walked past with a yellow umbrella and waved without looking up.
The window glass was cold against my forehead. Outside, a small bird landed on the cherry branch and stayed for the length of one breath before it lifted again. I want to remember the exact weight of that pause — the sense that the day had not yet decided what it would be.
Today I will try to listen more than I speak. I will let one thing surprise me without trying to name it.
A long meeting that turned into a conversation about gardens. Someone described pruning a fig tree in winter — how you have to imagine the shape of next summer's light. I wrote that down on the back of a receipt and folded it into my pocket.
Tea was lukewarm. The honey at the bottom of the cup tasted like something I forgot to feel earlier.
Three small things, gently:
I stood at the window for a while watching the rain change its mind. A neighbor walked past with a yellow umbrella and waved without looking up.
The willows have already softened. I counted seven herons. The water moved like slow silver.
Made the dough the night before. The crust cracked when I cut it, which is the only kind of music I needed.
A stranger across the aisle was humming something my grandmother used to sing. I closed my eyes and let the city go past.
The petals on the path looked like a soft pink snow. I tried not to step on any of them and failed quietly.
I started a letter to someone I haven't seen in seven years. I will finish it tomorrow, or the day after, or never.
The room smelled different by evening. Lighter. As if something old had finally been allowed to leave.