Five things were placed behind glass, one for each finger of the hand that placed them.
近闇 — the near-dark
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a candle is lit
the room has not yet decided
whether to become night
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the glass cabinet
A spoon. A folded note. The smell of cedar. A photograph nobody looks at. The word chika.
dusk, exposed too long
held against the dark, the way a cup holds steam
the candle reading room
The name was given before the dark arrived. Someone said it once, softly, the way you set a teacup down so as not to wake the house.
Chikayami. Near-dark. Not the dark of caves or of grief — the dark that pools at the bottom of a long afternoon, the dark that asks nothing of you, that simply arrives the way steam leaves a kettle.
In this room there is more margin on the right than on the left. The empty space is not waste. It is the silence the page keeps so the words can be heard. Read slowly. The room is warming as you do.
A candle was lit. It is still lit. It will be lit for as long as you stay, and the moment you leave it will go on burning anyway, in the way that small ordinary lights do — patiently, without an audience, against the near-dark that is always, gently, on its way.
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the confession pane
I keep small things because the large ones will not stay still.
If you came here to be sold something, there is nothing. If you came here to leave a word against the dark, the pane is listening.
it has been placed. the flame steadied.
the long goodbye
the candle does not
ask you to stay
it only keeps
the small light going
the way a name keeps
a dusk it once belonged to
chikayami
near-dark
go softly